Poems

Woman

They say I’m beautiful, … but their eyes says I’m  weird
They throw stone after stone at my glasshouse
Trying to break my home down..
But baby, in the end, I’ll build a castle with their stones

They say I’m thin, but their grins say im fat
Painting a fake smile on my face
Trying to make me like a sugarcoated doll
But baby, in the end ill come out wearing my crown like a queen

They say I’m intelligent but their minds says I’m  dumb
They throw poison on my precious heart
Trying to poison roses and lilies,blackening my heart
But baby, rain will fall, and daisies and shunshine will rule

They want perfect, but ill show them that my full figure, my weirdness, my emotions and my mind makes me a real woman

Poems

Sunset

Orange and pink painted in the sky,
as darkness covers the earth.
Beautiful colours blended one with another.
Do you see it too?

Frogs and locust singing in a choir,
as the daylight fades away.
A spontaneous melody in the air.
Do you hear it too?

Sweet and fresh rain drops,
laying on the flower petals.
Creating a marvellous smell for all.
Do you smell it too?

Moonlight and starlight beckoning me, but darling…. I won’t forget the sunset

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Poems

The words in my head

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Too fat!
I’m screaming again.
You’ll never make it.
I’m drowning in fear.
All these words in my head,…eccoing time after time.

But I hear a voice saying to me:
You are beautiful, my beloved.
You are fearfully and wonderfully made!

Too scared.
I feel my bones trembling.
You’re useless.
I’m numb with sorrow.
All these word in my head,…eccoing time after time.

But I hear Him wispering to me:
You are going  make it, today.
I will give you strength, to fully live.

Too weird.
I’m suffocating in tears.
You’re not loved.
My heart stopped beating.
All these word in my head,…eccoing time after time.

But I hear Him telling me:
You’re scars is beautiful, darling.
I love it that you’re different, not the same as the world.

I can clearly hear you calling me, above the voices in my head, saying “I love you!”